Haven’t posted in a while heh idk im in a weird mood there’s so much anger and pain in me it’s weird that void she use to fill is just spiraling into a vat of darkness and it’s starting to consume me I’m just so tired of giving myself away to everyone and getting nothing in return

Gonna crawl into dark corner and die or perhaps systematically murder a group of mostly innocent people

So you meet a new girl and I’m scared, honestly scared . I’m happy you made new friends I’m so happy its ridiculous, I hated that you were so lonely up there by yourself , but you say you like her , and that scares me , the last time you said that you ended up dating some girl from your church and I ended lost in the wind , Idk what to say I just love you so much I don’t think I could bare to lose you again